Broken Heart

Im not a good person..
Far from an angel..
But Im trying hard to hold the fire..

No one know the pain Im going through..
As I understand we all have our own struggle..

Here and there little sparkle nearly trigger the monster..
some with care some with nothing..
It is hard.. but I trust no one but me..

It is not because of you..
but the insecurity that grow within me..

I heard much stories..
Betrayal..
The hate that spread..
The lies that never stop..
The broken heart..
The truth that not being reveal..

And here..
Im all alone within the people I care..
In my own world..
Crying to heal..
Shouting to let go..
Fly away my anger..
Save me from being burn in madness..

Save me from giving chance again and again to the same person that never can hold the urge to betray..
The person that never put me in piority..

Give me courage to go away and let my life to get better..
Stand on my own..
Stand for the people who really care..
Who really love me unconditionally..
Don't let the bad person destroy my life and my true love..

2.11.2019